Stuff I Have Learned As Of Late

Sometimes, people you don't know that well, say the nicest things to you. Why? Because they care. And sometimes, that makes all the difference.

When something good happens to you, but not to those around you, they tend to get jealous and be cold to you, as in, stop talking to you. It's stupid and I can honestly say I have never done that to anyone. It's very shitty and childish. The only thing I can say is that you should never burn your bridges. Ever. That person that you don't really care for because they piss excellence, well, that person could be your boss tomorrow. So, as long as that excellence pisser is pissing excellence in a nice way, perhaps you shouldn't drink so much haterade. Trust me. She could be your boss tomorrow.

I think that sometimes, it is ok to hold people to a higher standard than normal. Why should I stoop to someone else's low-pole standards just for the sake of it. Fuck you if you think I'm mean. I've found most people mistake my intolerance of stupid for meanness.

Sometimes I feel like my whole life is a dream. Really.

I'm really not as mean as most people think I am. Deep down inside, I really do have a heart. It may be tiny, but damnit, I have one!

There are times I want to give up. On everything. There are times I want to become my mother. I hate those times. Looking around at everything bad around me, snaps me into guilt mode. I buck up and keep on keepin' on.